Where are you?

Where are you? My eyes are longing for you My mind is restless, my heart is aching, where are you? Do you know, I have never been stop looking for you I 've never been stop searching for you Because I just realized that you have always been there In every corner of my heart In the other side of my mind You, are remind me of my promise that was empty You, are echoing in my heartbeat whenever I feel so guilty You are hanging like a shadow every time I saw tears full of pain Deep in my heart, I admitted “how cruel I am “ And “how nasty I can be” Now, when my time is almost over, you are become a shadow on my sight You‘d taken a part in my heart where no one else can reside How come I feel that you  were there always, but in the same time you were gone,, disappeared…. Vanished! I just want to tell you how so sorry I am, I know deep inside I feel that I don’t deserved your forgiveness. Not for this life…. But I do miss you in every single beat of my heart; I miss you more than anything in this life If you are there somewhere…., If you are there anywhere… Would you please give me a sign or a clue? How do I ever find you, with no time on my hand, with no strength on my body? But I do have a light in my heart that is burning, from the warmth of your love, from your kindness, from your devotion that I had shuttered. Where are you?

I am Pella Daetia ( Pella Daetia)

I am Pella Daetia I am the protector of  seven towers I am the key for seven oceans I am the watcher of seven layers of the  outer From my kind, I am the sustenance of well being who resides in the world of the bearer between  a fact and a surreal  in the realm of other kind We who live side by side with yours but never connected We bind by the rules that is settled, we cannot cross over I am the protector of our kind, who protected ours with my power I can create layer of layer of rays that has magnitude of   magma of lava for thousands years I can whisper the wind and blows the ocean that can swallow islands that no one will ever find Only few of the other kind can reach us, they had a purity that shines  from the wisdom of the high They cover themselves as a servant of the Mighty, the Creator of all Creator, The highest One They bind of the rules that have been written. They respect the rules more than anything above their life.  Some only interfere to protect theirs from the power of the darkness I have been witnessing their power against the dark side, their enemy Even the queen of the darkness has send thousands and thousands of her army but failed only They have purity in their heart, they have wisdom and power that only stayed in their lineage I am the protector of a seven towers who resides in the realm of reality and imagination, who sleeps in the magnitude of supra I am Pella Daetia who holds the keys to the outer limits