Blissful Agony?

Oh my Lord , my protector...  I am wondering what I have did was  wise enough? I am thinking over if it was my stupidity? Deep down my heart feel with joy and happiness My decision made my soul free, flew like  a bird? But now I am scared … For the long unpredictable journey For the enjoyment of my time For not knowing what to come Deep in my soul I trust your love,  your protection Cause of Your grace and kindness I have found myself You are the one ultimate power for  this life and hereafter With your love, please allow me to live my life…