Blissful Agony?

Oh my Lord , my protector...  I am wondering what I have did was  wise enough? I am thinking over if it was my stupidity? Deep down my heart feel with joy and happiness My decision made my soul free, flew like  a bird? But now I am scared … For the long unpredictable journey For the enjoyment of my time For not knowing what to come Deep in my soul I trust your love,  your protection Cause of Your grace and kindness I have found myself You are the one ultimate power for  this life and hereafter With your love, please allow me to live my life…

Who am I

Who am I …?

The one who lost in the wind

The one who has no shadow

The one who walks alone

I am who always miss the fragrance of purple lilac in spring

My eyes are always clinging to ponder the beauty of colors during the fall

Who loves the smells of the cutting green grass or the smells of the earth when it is pouring rain

I am who cries on my pillow because of missing you

Who don’t know how to show my love like I wanted to

Who am I?

I am the one who always speak with my heart

Who hate the arrogance and cruelty

 I am the one who born with the pure wisdom

Being raised up in the realm of mystic

 I believe your love is eternity

Binding in my spirit and body  

I truly believe you know me

While I am still searching and wondering

dearly