Dream

Dream I have a dream that feels so real, even my mind and my heart believe it is not just a dream My dreams have colors, have sounds,   even a fragrance and a taste of the air… A dream that I know exactly when it started and when it ended I just wondering if anybody knows exactly.. what it means... When the dark arrived, I felt that  a dream had  waited in doorway of my sleep   Dream that always happened  on the exact same day,  on same hours and minutes A dream that you can't refused with anything, because as soon as the time came, you will sleep no matter how hard you try to stay awake. If you just have one like mine, you will know my feeling How my heart starts beating faster when the dark just crawls  one step after the sunset The air is so warmth and you  even can smell the fragrance, floating..., so soft that you want to plunk your lung with; hmm… it is so sweet…, unique and sophisticated …   I realized that … I enter my dream already I feel my body floating I cannot recognize where am I , I know that just a minute ago I still on my room , although I try to recognize what it is, it  seems ; I have no name for it It looks like the waves of the sea or... likes  a smoke that floating up and down or something wavy and soft and floating all around me, I sway along with them move with their rhythm   I feel like there are an open energy ,  like a magnet leads me to a glowing spot  and stop, the smell, the scent,   the aroma  reminds me the exact same one in my room prior of my dream The scents that   is definitely come from this glowing light What is it? , why I sense that there is somebody in the other side… Somebody that used a power of energy to come to me, and I know  it is real, and I know it is not from “The  Dark “ side, the lovable scent , the warmth  feeling, the gloving light  is symbol the kindness and the purity “I would like to see you, if you allow me… “ I  whisper  softly , but I chocked  and   with all my courage  I said: “I would like to communicate to you if you trust me….” my body is shaking and my heart is pounding then I see a sign like a shape of women vaguely because of the light…  I saw the glowing spot wider and wider in front of me… in the center I see a pure light stay still…then it turns on a shape like a lady? Or An angel? My heart pumping, I hear drumming and my energy raise and I can feel that I am trembling when the blaze of light is  touching me…. I am flying high

Pella Daetia ( Magic is My Creature)

"Magic is my creature"

I fly away  up to the cloud, riding the wind,  so nice.... the wind  is touching all over my skin,   soft , tender and soothing. I close my eyes, I let  my body floating,  I am... riding the waves of the wind

When I open my eyes I see the colorful sky, the clouds so beautiful blushing with the ray of sunlight

I feel like in the center of Eden, delightful , magnificent!

I fly lower, I want  to lay down on the softness of the thin clouds and it wides like a spread of a  light purple satin, I let my mind free...and a lucid picture take all over my mind  "a creature"  that I  just see lately on the other side of the green mountain that towering  surround others hills, valleys, rocks, rivers, and jungles
A creature that had  stole a beat from my heart  and make my mind wondered and wondered  in the darkest night

I like to hide and see him closely, He look so fascinating : what a big eyes! bright full, his nose and lips perfectly lining, like a sculpture create with magics, he makes a  funny sound, and I can see that he  has  pointed kind of ears. His skin is  magenta , and it has a symbol  on his chest, he reminds me of  sunset . 
 I see there is a women too!  she is more beautiful than everything I ever see....she is like the softest roses petals, like you would dream to touch and smell it and will never get enough of it.

Her eyes like a striking light that capture your soul  like a sharp knife stabs right through your heart

Her eyes make me can not breath and move what a beautiful women can be! 


Now, I have a secret , a forbidden one! My lung is full and my chest is a little bit heavy, deep inside... I am so scared ...what if ......??? 
I know that I am not only careful to hide it, but I did prepare so many layers of power that I know Only few of  my kind can reach it with a lot of preparation;  mind, power, inner skills and that helps me calm my mind. Anyway, I keep my habit to have a visit a green tower for the sake of my heart

Every time the winds carry a scents from there, my heart is beating like a  drum, his face, his sunset skin, his eyes  is become clearer every time I  try to suppress it. I sense a  growing desire to see him with my eyes , even though I carry him with me everywhere in" essence " of my lovely creature.
 So when the night comes I light up my candle, I  feel warmth and comfortable travel with my light Descend many layers just to calm down my heart that burning from intoxication 

Deep onside me I feel so ashamed to used my power to enter an outer field
My mind keep telling me that I surfaced the boundary of secrecy of others
For my kind it will be unforgiving law with severe consequent that no one will ever imagine. This is a madness?, a sickening disease? How can I tied my mind, my desire my heart? I am  one among  the superior in my kind  ? look what I do now? I am nothing...

All I need  just a glimpse of his sight.
My light moves like flying stars. shining  and drumming with the rhythm of my heart